Quick Update

I went to the ward today so that I could see the patches being removed from the children's eyes that I talked about in the last post. If I understand right, their sight will never be 100%, but will be better that before surgery. It took awhile for them to be coaxed to open their eyes and look around. The oldest child was a 7 year old boy. He will probably not have as good a result as the 2 younger children as the brain just loses the ability to connect fully after a certain age. But, saying that, he finally looked around and in the language of Abomey, kept saying something over and over. We found out from a translator that he was saying "I'm never going to close my eyes again, I"m never going to close my eyes again."

A Mother's Prayers Answered

Yesterday was my last night on the ward. It proved to be very interesting and (as usual) rewarding. Our VVF surgeons left last Friday so most of our ladies are far out from Surgery. In about an hour, there will be a dress ceremony for 6 of our friends. I worked with Kate, ( someone I consider a spiritual giant) so the first thing that we did was to pray for a few of the ladies specifically. The first one we prayed and anointed with oil as we asked for God's healing touch as she is having difficulty.....she is a little too dry. Poor woman, her repair is a success, but she has had problems passing urine and has had to be re-catheterized a few times. Stretching the bladder after this surgery is a very bad thing to do, so they decided to leave in the catheter for a few more days and try again. She actually had her dress ceremony last week and I noticed that during the service portion she was really listening hard to the translator and even asking questions. She is a Muslim, so before we prayed we asked if she minded and she gave us permission. It is so hard for a Muslim to convert. One of the surgeons told me of a patient who converted and was killed once she returned home. This is hard core, where the rubber meets the road, a true spiritual warfare. Lord, open our eyes and give us eyes to see and ears to hear.

I also helped to draw blood for a transfusion which turned out to be another adventure.

Since the VVF ward is starting to empty out, we got in 5 not VVF patients. Four children with bilateral cataracts and a 5 month old with a large mass at the base of her tongue. The 5 month old was here for a CT scan which was done this morning. They believe that they will be able to operate and remove the mass. Three of the children are from the same family. Kate talked with the mother and she told Kate of how her heart breaks for her children (who are giggly and positively delightful....just blind). With God's help and His Mercy Team, we pray her heart will be happy after today.

Love to all....must run to the dress ceremony and see my ladies dance!!

Sight to the blind....

Sorry, I had pictures but can't figure out how to post from previous document.....


I visited the eye clinics a couple of weeks ago. They hold them each morning in different locations and are often met with 400+ crowds. This is a picture of the folks who made it through the crowd and where actually able to be seen. This is the upstairs room at a church. When we arrived at the church, there where so many people in the downstairs sanctuary, that we thought they where having a service. While the hopeful patients wait, disciplers talk with them about Jesus. The eye team is only able to screen about 150 each day (which is a huge amount of work). The following is a more personal story provided again by the “Navigator” page. (FYI, the dark haired girl in the foreground is Vanessa. She is from India but lives in Canada now. I met her in the Paris Airport while waiting for the flight to Benin. She has gone home know….another good-bye)


Now able to see, Celine’s steps are sure

Four-year-old Celine was born with congenital cataracts in both eyes, but she recently had them removed onboard the Mercy Ship in Cotonou. During the first few hours after the bandages were removed, it was obvious that the child was unaccustomed to such intense color and detail. She was just beginning to learn to see the world around her.

Since Celine was a baby, her father Honoré had wanted to get help for her. He could not afford an operation. As a tailor, he had much competition from the many other tailors in Benin. Then a kind friend offered to pay for Celine to have an operation from a doctor visiting Cotonou.

Unfortunately, when Honoré brought his child to the military hospital, the doctor wanted $180 (US) for surgery on each eye, plus the money for drugs, surgical tools, and bandages. Honoré said the paperwork involved for the operation was a waist-high stack. Afraid of all the unknown costs and variables, the friend decided to pay for Celine’s school instead.

Because of her cataracts, Celine struggled in school. “When she went to school the first day, during break time, she fell down the steps,” Honoré said. “I felt so sad when I would see her trip and fall. At school, she stayed quietly in a corner because she could not see.” Later the teacher asked Honoré to take the struggling child out of the school.

“If she can go to school, she can be something,” Honoré said. “But if she couldn’t see, I feared that she would not have a job – or a future. It would be difficult for her to find a husband and to make a life.”

Then from many directions – his church, his wife’s hairstylist, and a soldier-friend seeking help for his own father – Honoré heard about Mercy Ships. He learned that they were coming to Benin and offering free eye operations. Honoré began to regain hope.

To make sure he would know where to go, Honoré rode his bicycle to the port before the ship even arrived. He and Celine waited at the main screening day, where Mercy Ships doctors directed them to an eye clinic for evaluation. They received an appointment, and on a hot March day, Celine boarded the Africa Mercy with the clouded lenses that kept her from seeing the world around her. Dr. Glenn Strauss removed both cataracts, and the little girl was ready to go home the next day.

After the bandages were removed from Celine’s eyes, Celine stared down at her feet, then examined a train engine, spinning its wheels and fingering a sharp black line on the red wheel. She eyed people suspiciously, but unlike before, with alertness. When she left, she could see the stairs in front of her, and her steps were confident as she walked down the gangway.

“I am so happy,” Honoré said. “On this ship, my daughter has been healed. I just want to ask God to bless everyone on the ship, every day, for all the things they are doing. Maybe now Celine can be a doctor or nurse to help others like Mercy Ships helped her.”

Conflicted

How is it possible to be so happy to be going home that you get an excited little bubble inside when you think about it and ,often the same time, so sad at leaving that you feel as if you where going to burst into tears? That has been my last few days starting with Friday when I got my disembarkation paperwork on my door. Such a roller coaster!

Thought you might like to read a little more of the story of the first 2 VVF ladies that left the ship. This was made available on the "Navigator" page which is the ships crew member web site.

“Those who saw us laughed at us,” Justine said. “We were suffering.”

Justine and Parra were the first women healed from VVF during the 2009 Field Service. They were also the first to participate in a dress ceremony – a ritual in which they get a new dress, tell their stories, and sing songs celebrating their new lives.

Parra’s journey to the Africa Mercy from a far northern region in Benin demonstrated both desperate need and immense trust. A mother of three, Parra sustained the fistula during the birth of her third child, who survived the delivery and is now almost a year old. Parra speaks a tribal language unknown to any of the local volunteers that Mercy Ships employs as translators.

Despite difficulties communicating, she trusted that God would watch over her. Her faith was rewarded when she received her free corrective surgery and was able to sing a song of thanksgiving to the doctors and nurses.

Justine delivered four healthy children, but her fifth child died during a long, complicated delivery, causing a fistula to develop. Justine had been closeted inside her home for the entire nine years afterwards.

“Every day, I was very tired, ashamed, and people laughed at me,” Justine said.

Justine’s husband tried to find a solution. He went to different hospitals in the nearest city of Porto-Novo. One—ironically called the Good Samaritan—wanted almost $200 US to perform the repair, an impossible sum in a place where the average income is only $50 a month.

She heard about Mercy Ships because her sister had surgery with Mercy Ships a few years ago. She came onboard the Africa Mercy, and only a week later, she was healed and ready to go home. “I have so much to thank God for, that God has delivered me and that the doctors have worked very well,” Justine said.

“I feel no pain in my body, and I feel happy in my heart.”

See you soon, looking forward to cooler temps......missing already the African days....

Tales of VVF land and TIA

I'll start with ward news and then go on to my recent weekend trip to Abomey and meeting the king.

I have been in VVF land since my second week here. At first, I was a little disappointed at not being in the Maxfax ward with all of the dramatic changes that you see after surgery, however, as time went on, I began to realize how very rewarding it was to get to know the lovely VVF ladies. They are survivors, comedians, mothers, friends, and members of a small club.....the club of VVF. They are a support group for each other and will chatter away (at least when they know each other's language). They take care of each other's children, tell each other what to expect, and chide each other if they think the other person is not being polite. So you get to know the ladies, and the ones that you get to know the best are the ones who have had complications, and oh how it hurts when things don't go as hoped. We pray but God in His wisdom does not always give us the outcome we think is best. One of my favorite ladies went home on Wed. still wet. She had come in for a VVF and a RVF (rectal vaginal fistula) repair and for a while, we thought it had been successful. Unfortunately that was not the case. She has another fistula somewhere that was not found in the original surgery. I had not realized, but it can take several surgeries to repair the damage done. Dr Steve told a story of the man who pioneered the fistula repair surgery. He is now somewhat reviled as he developed the technique on his slaves, one of which he operated on 31 times....without anesthesia. However, in a note as to how much these ladies desire to be continent, it was found that he had obtained informed consent from her for each of the 31 times.....she was a survivor. One of the things I love most about Zenebon is her sense of humor. I have to tell you, I had no clue as to what words where coming out of her mouth, but I could always tell when she was finding us amusing. Not to get too scatological, but we are very concerned about our ladies' BMs. Before you think us too weird, remember that we are nurses, and , in addition, constipation can ruin the repair....so very important to go frequently and have soft stools and we give them several meds to hasten the process. Well one of the ladies (Wessigui) had not been in several days and we where concerned that she might have a small bowel obstruction...so quite important for us to visualize the "movement". We made her dually aware of this fact and on the momentous day that she actually produced said BM, she flagged down the closest nurse(Jilly) to show off the byproduct. I was Wessegui's nurse that day, so Jilly called me over so that I could (with pride and exaltation) also share in this wondrous occasion. Well I thought that Zenebon was going to fall off her bed, she laughed and laughed and laughed, so, we laughed with her. Please pray for Zenebon, she is some kind of lady.

Last weekend we went to Abomey which was the capital of the kingdom of D'ahomey of which Benin used to be part. We had our trip put together by a "tour operator" so (although we felt we where paying a premium price) we where happy. We where supposed to leave at 8:30 on Saturday, have several stops throughout the day, reach our motel in time to see the Fruit bats in the courtyard before they took off for the night have a walkabout and then a leisurely supper. Well all I can say is TIA. Ah, what does that mean you ask? This is Africa, TIA, a phrase oft repeated by us Westerners. It was to be uttered with varying degrees of frustration all day Saturday. Our guide showed up with both her small children, TIA, the car was 2 and 1/2 hours late, TIA, the van was not the new air conditioned one that we had been promised, TIA, being caught in traffic for at least an hour because the van was late, TIA, observing meat being sold in a village where we had stopped so the driver could put "minutes" on his phone and realizing that some of the pieces had paws and other pieces had tails and that it was indeed rat, TIA. Going to meet the first king and having one of our group proposed to by the elder, TIA (we think he was kidding), being allowed to see where said elder's father was buried literally in his back courtyard, TIA. He actually had a great sense of humor. He called Miriam over so that she could see her Father-in-law's grave. Never seeing the King as we where several hours late due to car being late, etc, etc, TIA. Having one of the places on our itinerary stay open late and give us a tour any way, TIA. Loosing our hotel reservations (with the fruit bats) because we where so late, TIA. Having 3 of our group having to sleep in one bed (it was a large bed) TIA. Having the kitchen open back up at 9:00 at night so that we could have supper, TIA. Not an auspicious first day and by the end of it, we where saying TIA with gritted teeth, telling ourselves that this was and adventure.

Sunday was a new day and turned out to be much better. After having to wait 30 minutes for the "King's palace" ( a UNESCO world heritage muse am) to open up, we had an enjoyable time. We then grabbed bread and cheese for lunch after which we went to meet another King. We where ushered into his presence with all due pomp and circumstance. Not one, but two courtyards before hand, we had to take our shoes and hats off. He was sitting on his throne with his robe thrown across his lap and some sort of sceptre hanging from his shoulder and we shuffled in bowed, and found ourselves a seat on the floor. As he turned his attention to speaking to us....his cell phone rang...TIA. Anyway, he was an interesting and educated fellow and was very versed in American history and in Obama.

I'm getting ready to go to a dress ceremony so need to run..besides, I'm sure I've bored you enough by now. Take care....I look forward to seeing everyone is just a few more days.

Translation Trials or E18

As I researched Benin, one of the things that I most wondered about was the language that was spoken. According to everything I had read, most of the population speak either French of Fon......I'm here to tell you that most of my patients speak neither. According to the translators, there are 62 different languages spoken in a country the size of Pennsylvania. Last night there were 14 ladies on the ward. They spoke French, Fon, Lopa, Pilla, Fulani, Foun, Kabye, Wama, Bariba, Lamba, and Titamari....14 ladies, 11 languages. Most of our translators speak English, French and Fon. Very rarely do they speak a northern language. We have gotten very creative miming "I'm going to give you a suppository now". I'll let you picture how it's done. "You need to take a sitz bath" and "have you had a BM? are also amusing and cross cultural. When I need to convey more complex instructions such as pelvic floor exercises, and pain scale, it really needs to be verbal. So picture this scenario..... a crowded ward, a curtain (hung with magnetic hooks so it can be moved) drawn around the bed, the patient laying in bed with myself, the translator, another patient and yet another patient.....that's right 4 of us gathered around this poor woman's bed. So I say "we need to teach her how to do exercises that will help her to be able to hold her pee after the surgery". The translator repeats (I hope) what I have said to patient #1 who repeats it (I hope) to patient #2 who repeats it to the awaiting recipient of my nursing knowledge (I hope). Now I feel fairly comfortable with the process except for when: 1. the translator gives me a blank stare, 2. I say one sentence and they talk for 10 minutes, 3. I talk for 10 minutes and they say one sentence. All of these happened during the course of the conversation...I mean instruction. Anyway, I eventually felt that I had conveyed as much information as the format was going to allow, I shued everyone away and indicated to the patient that I would like for her to demonstrate the exercise to me.....I then discovered that it can be very difficult to ascertain as to whether pelvic floor exercises are being done properly and then 2 hours later she mimed to me "can I go to the bathroom now?"

One of the things that we learned in Perspectives was how much more effective sharing the gospel was when it was done within the same culture. They had ratings from E0 to E4 whereby in E0 the Evangelist and the recipient where the same culture, E2 slightly different cultures, etc. I think that having to talk through 3 people has to be at least an E18...don't you? But sometimes God doesn't read the books. A few Saturdays ago, myself and another nurse where working together on the ward, our work was completed, I'd already amused the ladies by teaching a few of the translators the electric slide, but we where running out of things to do. Well, then my partner did the most amazing thing. Somehow we had the right mix of people and she was able to just start talking with them about Christ. She told them of his love for them and about how He knows all of the hairs on their heads and He knows how long they have been wet and of their grief at being wet, and then she told them how to receive Jesus into their heart. They told her that they had heard of this Jesus but didn't know what to do about it until she told them.....it was just the most incredible thing, watching God use this willing nurse to spread His wonderful gospel....E18 indeed!!






The lady in the middle was kicked out of her husband's house after she became incontinent. The man holding her baby is her brother. He brought her down from up north and stayed while she had her operation and recovered.

Some of the faces of the north. The tattoos and scars indicate what tribe they come from. It is my understanding the the government is outlawing this practice as it can be used as a way of "profiling", almost a caste system.

It's late and I need to go to bed....hope all is well on that side of the pond.

Noma

Noma is a disease of poverty. You will not find it in a developed country. It is a bacterial infection run rampant. Many times it occurs when a malnourished child has one of the common childhood diseases such as measles. With the additional insult to their immune system, the normal oral flora overwhelms the body's natural defenses and eats away at the flesh. It has a predilection for facial tissue. It will kill most of it's victims, those that survive will be scarred for life. I just goggled it and the world health organization fears that it is on the rise. While it could not be eradicated, a 10 cent vaccine for measles would greatly diminish the number of children afflicted by it. Unfortunately, the poor cannot even afford that much. The local people call it the melting disease. On Monday, you have a beautiful child, on Wednesday, his face has been destroyed, he no longer has lips, sometimes the nose is gone as well...that is, if he is still alive. A nurse with antibiotics could cure it if caught within the first 24 to 48 hours. Goggle it if you want to see the devastation it can cause. Most children die, those that survive live on the outskirts of society. They hide as much as they can. They are ashamed of their appearance.

Christine is the only Noma patient I have taken care of, and I had her the day she went to surgery. Please don't think I am heartless, but I want you to get a feeling for what these people live with every day. She truly defined the word "hideous". She had a hole in her cheek the size of a lemon. Saliva seeped out from it and from between her lips which she could not close because of her swollen gums. Her facial skin was drawn so that it caused her to not be able to shut her eye which was red and weeping. Without the push back of her lips and cheeks, her teeth were pointing randomly, some through the hole in her cheek, some out the front of her mouth. She would not look you in the eye. I first saw her as she lay in bed, facing the wall, covering her face with a sheet, a dirty rag clutched in her hand. As I would work with her, she would uncover herself (I learned that she used the rag to wipe at the drool), and whenever I was done, back went the sheet as she tried to hide herself. Over 20 years of rejection, pain, and suffering where reflected in her eyes. I saw no hope in them even as I prepared her for surgery. I think I wrote earlier how the surgeons took the temporalis muscle and made her a cheek and then grafted skin on top, many teeth had to be removed. I just spoke with the nurse caring for her tonight and she said that she was just looking at herself in the mirror. I wonder, how does it feels to her to want to look in the mirror? Slowly she is emotionally recovering. Dr Gary says that she is getting a little sparkle in her eyes, the eyes that had been so hopeless.

Mercy Ships saw a lot of Noma in Liberia, a country that has had most of it's infrastructure destroyed by many years of civil war. Thanks goodness, Dr Gary says that he has not seen nearly the number of Noma patients here in Benin. He says this is a reflection of improving health care. Let's pray that it continues to improve... that no more children will suffer as Christine has.

I am at work again tonight. It is my second night of 4. We always start out our handover with a prayer but tonight we had a special treat. Two of the translators had brought guitars and they, with several others, sang. Although, we may not have understood all the words, it was obvious that they where praising God. It was an awesome way to start the shift.

God is good all the time, all the time, God is good.

Social life on the Africa Mercy

Disclaimer, long post, more chatty than mission...may want to skip...



Now I know that many of you think I'm a saint and that I am working all the time....hey I heard that!!! Actually there is an active social life on the ship and since I have partaken of it heavily last weekend, I thought I would share.

Meals come at regular times on the AFM. Breakfast 6:30 to 7:30 (pancakes on Wednesdays), lunch 11:30 to 1:00 and supper at 5 to 6:30. The only variation is the weekend when breakfast is 30 minutes later and you fix lunch at breakfast as the cafeteria doesn't open at lunchtime. In the cool of the evening after supper, the families with small children tend to gather on deck 8 which is open to the air. The kids have several choices of what to do. There is a round above ground pool (just put up last week) and a jungle gym that was erected last year, as well as many riding toys (which I have seen some not so young crew ride). I think that it is wonderful for the 50 or so kids to have this area as they do not have a backyard or traditional playground anywhere in Cotonou.

The rest of the crew who are not working tend to gather in the midships lounge where the Starbucks and Internet cafe is located. Starbucks is open for about an hour and a half most evenings and I must admit, many of us are just devastated on the few nights that it is not: ) We have to have a trained barista to operate the coffee machine and it is a volunteer job, so occasionally it won't be staffed and there we will stand with our coffee cups (we have to bring our own cups to cut down on waste). It would be amusing to watch if I weren't one of the devastated. After coffee, one can usually join a card game or find someone to walk the dock with. We had a British dentist here for a few weeks who was quite the game master. One night he had a group of about 30 or 40 of us hooting and hollering as we played a game where you ended up sitting in each others laps (the record was 8 people in one poor soul's lap) as you tried to make your way around a circle of chairs, yours truly won...whoo hooo. Myself and a few friends usually end the night up on deck 8 aft enjoying the breeze coming off of the ocean before retiring to bunk at about 10:00.

Last weekend I ended up with a very busy schedule! Friday night after work, the ward nurses went out to eat at Livingston's which is an English Pub. It had many of the traditional food items (I got a thin crust pizza which I thoroughly enjoyed) but the surroundings where definantly African. Saturday morning, a group of us went to a large craft market (about a 45 minute walk from the ship) and spent a few CFA. Then, at 3:00, I went on an organized crew activity to Obama Beach. We are not allowed to swim as the currents tend to be pretty strong....but we did some high wading, watched people, drank coconut milk from fresh coconuts and then had the fellow who brought them chop them open for us so we could eat the nut part. That was a little scary as he whacked into the middle of the coconut with a machete while holding it in his hand...I just knew that us nurses where going to be called into action but he never misjudged the force required to cut half way rather that all the way through to his hand. We then partook of a fairly traditional African meal before adjourning to a bonfire and then limping home to gratefully take showers at about 10:00 at night. I enjoyed all of the meal except that I have to say, I am partial to chicken with a little more meat on it. The chickens around here are called "bicycle chickens" as they are always running about. They tend to be....shall I say a little scrawny. Of course, then I felt guilty for not fully appreciating the meal as there are so many who would have considered it a feast. Just so the night wouldn't end on a boring note, one of the Land Rovers broke down and we had to find a rope and tow it back to the ship in the dark hoping that no scooters would try and cut between the cars.

So Sunday, I had planned to go to the local church I had gone to previously, but couldn't get a ride....so....I went to Bab's dock. what a lovely piece of the world! We took a boat ride through a mangrove swamp and ended up in a large, shallow brackish lagoon. A Belgium couple have built a dock with a restaurant which was just lovely. It was so wonderful to hear birds again. I don't know where the birds are in Cotonou, but I had only heard one since I have been here until then. There where loungers, hammocks, kayaks, and even a sailboat to enjoy. The younger set played water volleyball while the rest of us napped, turned over, and napped some more. The peacefulness was only occasionally broken with a shriek when one of the numerous lizards decided to scamper over a sunbather. I got to where I didn't mind them so much unless they decided to stop and bask. We had hamburgers and french fries for lunch which where perfect (even if there where no buns....did you know that much of the world doesn't have bread with their hamburgers?) They also made a nonalcoholic drink from hibiscus flowers and lemongrass which was really good and refreshing. We just had the most relaxing, wonderful day away from the ship and got back at 6PM just in time to have supper and go to church at 7:00.

Then it was work on Monday and Tuesday. I worked evenings this week, so Tuesday morning I got to visit the dental clinic, the eye clinic and the hospitality center. I will post more about those later. Wednesday morning, I went back to the orphanage. It is so impressive (and very cute) to see how scheduled the nuns have the children. We arrived at about 9:30 and played with the young ones (about 2 to 4 years of age) for a few hours before lunch. They where given large bowls of a reddish gruel (can't think of a better word) which they ate every bite of. After presenting their empty bowls they where given a glass of water. They then pulled off their underpants (some of them needed help) and walked to the next room where there was a line of pottys. As we left to go back to the ship they where each sitting patiently on their potty until it was time to go and take their naps.....where where the nuns when my kids where young???? I saw Ibrahim, the young boy I posted about earlier. He is such a pleasant chap and I'm sure he will have many visitors when he comes in April for his surgery.

So that was my week. Life in a small community such as the ship has proved to be wonderful in so many ways. You can almost always find a playmate or prayer mate (depending on the need) and there are a variety of stimulating activities....but I do have to admit....sometimes.... occasionally...... truly only once in awhile...... it feels like you can't fart that someone is going to smell it.

On a more sober note. Please pray for Wessegui. She is one of the VVF ladies. She is an older women but just such a delight. I think her VVF surgery was successful, but she has an infection somewhere in her body and is having a difficult time. As always, thanks for any and all prayers.

1.5 kg tumor

I almost got called to give blood yesterday. When our patients need blood, guess where it comes from? The different, neat, Africa thing is that we (the crew) give it, and the patient receives it while it is still warm. You know, at home, you are far removed from ever seeing who will receive you life giving gift. Here, there is no delay! Yesterday, this lady had a 1.5 kilogram (about 3.4 pound) tumor removed from her face. She was in the OR for quite a while and ended up having to have 5 units of blood. If she had needed 6, I would have been her girl. They thought for awhile that she would need to go to ICU, but she recovered nicely and ended up going to the ward with one to one nursing. Last week, there was a patient who had a large tumor removed and when she went to recovery my roommate (Linda from the UK) was her nurse. She got out a mirror for the patient to look into and was very moved by the pleasure that she saw in the patient's face as she felt the bandages that covered the part of her face where her tumor had previously been. I don't know, how do you put a price on being a part of such a ministry? I can't. It has and continues to be a wonderful blessing.

So, I'm on call for blood tomorrow. Now I don't wish anyone to do poorly, but if they need blood....I think that it would be very cool to provide it!

Sorry I'm not replying to any comments. I have tried several times, but I think the Internet here is slow and it keeps bumping me off. I do read each one and very much appreciate the kind words and that we are remembered here.....although I think some of you may be just a touch blind: )

Ganuvie and Dr Gary

These are the Land Rovers used by Mercy Ships. They can be signed out by the staff for 4 hour increments as long as the gas is payed for and it is a registered driver.

On my first weekend here, I managed to snag a spot on one of the Land Rovers that was taking an excursion to Ganuvie (the stilt village) which is close to Cotonou as the crow flies (but an hour or so away through traffic). I actually got to sit in the front next to the driver so I had a very good view of everything along the way. As I have posted before, the traffic here is quite amazing (for lack of a better word). Our driver was a young man who had grown up in South Africa and was very comfortable driving in the traffic. Well let me tell you, it was very much the adventure. I have never been so close to certain death so many times in the course of one hour in my life. We drove on sidewalks, pulled in front of lorries, threaded our way through zimanjons (still don't think I'm spelling that right), came withing inches.....no... inches would be an overstatement....of collision after collision. But our driver never broke into a sweat, not one gesture, not one curse word, he just drove and in the end, he got us to the village safe and sound. About half way there, I just had to ask him if he had EVER driven in the US or UK. He said no, that he had never been out of Africa. I told him he would be very bored!

Once we arrived, our drivers negotiated with the "tour operators" and I use that term lightly, and we were taken on boats to the village. The village is on stilts in the middle of a lake (an African version of Venice). I've heard a few different stories of why the village was begun, but the one that makes the most sense is the one where people began building houses in the middle of the lake to get away from the slave traders. The people that lived in the village now get most of their income from fishing. They take reeds and make "fish corrals' out of them. Somehow and I'm not sure how (although our guide spoke English, it was heavily accented and being the Yank I am, I couldn't always understand him) they raise fish in the corrals and harvest them when they reach the appropriate size. It was an interesting trip although it reminded me of Myrtle Beach in that they took us to 3 different houses, but each had a souvenir shop. When we got back to the dock (which was how the locals got back and forth to the village, it must have been rush hour as we couldn't actually tie up to it and had to walk across 3 different boats to disembark.

The nurses have been having a series of talks by the doctors educating us about the surgeries they do along with special nursing care and typical complications. Dr Gary Parker is a maxfax surgeon (operates on facial tumors) who has made Mercy Ships his life's work. He originally came 22 years ago right after graduating from school and worked on the Anastasis for many years. Just to give you an idea of the conditions he has lived in these many years, up until the Africa Mercy was commissioned 2 years ago, there had never been air conditioning.....aye yi yi...I cannot imagine. He is a wonderful person, very respectful of the nurses, a wonderful manner with the patients. He told us about some of the amazing surgeries that he does. He works on the huge facial tumors that you have seen in some of the pictures. He had us sitting on the edge of our seats as he talked about removing jaws and replacing with titanium seeded with bits of bone from the patients hip. (Apparently, if you don't cover the titanium, it will eventually wear through the skin and be exposed.) He also told of huge facial tumors he removes (routinely I might add) and how he reconstructs the person's face by taking the temporalis muscle, reversing it and attaching it in such a way that it gives substance to what would have otherwise been a gaping hole. Just last week he used the temporalis muscle to fashion a new cheek for a woman who had suffered Noma as a child and had a hole in her face. He then used a graft from her thigh skin to make her a 'new face'. Awesome, stupendous surgeries.......I think that Dr Gary would be very bored in the US or UK : )

More pictures

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The line at screening. It was probably a good thing that those of us in screening didn't see this on the day!!

One of the wards. Wonder whats under the beds? Mattresses for patient caregivers, or relatives.

2 of the ortho kids that Dr. Larry operated on. They have straight legs now!

As promised, pictures of the ceremony.

Party time on the VVF ward.

Dr Steve praying with the ladies.

God will have to thank you , I cannot thank you enough.

And that's when the crying started.

Just a kid

Being at the beginning of an outreach has been an unexpected blessing. I have been able to participate in the screening day which only happens in the beginning, there were less people on the ship, ergo less people's names to learn (and of course now all of us that came before the hospital opened feel like real experts). Also, we were able to ease into our roles a little easier and orient a little longer. So, I am so very glad to have come when I did. There are however a few things that are not as good. One of which is that the crew activities are not in full swing as yet. One of the things that the crew does each outreach is find a few local charities and partner with them. This has been a little slower than us who are anxiously awaiting oppertunities to serve off the ship would like, but they really want to make sure that the charities we partner with are in line with the model of Jesus and that we will not have to back out later.

Yesterday, the first one actually occured and, as I was off work, I was able to participate. Mercy Ships will partner with a local orphanage run by the same order of nuns that Sister Theresa was in. We left at 8:30 and drove about 20 minutes away through the crowded city streets (always an adventure). Our driver was a petite British blond who has been on the ship with her family for several years. She and her husband have 3 children one of which they adopted in Liberia. She kept us in stitches as she made comments about driving in an African country. I can tell you that I WOULD NOT want to drive here. When a 2 lane road becomes a 6 lane road....Scooter, car, scooter,other direction, scooter, car, scooter....not me! Oh my and never mind the pedestrians. It makes for quite the adventure each time we venture out. Anyway, I digress...



Having arrived at the orphanage, we were ushered into the courtyard and then got to play with the children for the next several hours. (actually since there where so many of us, a few of us cleaned the nursery. It is cleaned once a week from top to bottom. We left it cleaner than my kitchen..please no comments from all of you who have seen my kitchen. Later we had time to play with a few of the children. Several had been orphaned within the last few weeks. You could tell they where new as they were underweight. Me and 2 others played and sung any childhood song we could remember. They particularly liked the Itsy, Bitsy Spider and Brother John (which I could sing in French). Actually that was a song that everyone knew, it was just some knew it in Dutch, some in Norwegian, and some in French. I plan to google songs and simple games before I go back. We forget so much from childhood don't we? We helped to feed them lunch which was awesome. Sometimes I think I missed my calling as an Italian mother....eat, it's good for you! And then there was one special little kid. He was shy at first just like any other kid. He smiled, played ball, and sang just like any other kid. But I was so glad to see him there. I was especially happy because the last time I had seen him was on screening day, and seeing him there at the orphanage on Wed. meant that sometime in April, Dr Gary and the Mercy Ship team is going to give him life saving surgery,,,

More experiances

Well I've 2 more experiences I wish to share...as I left off last post, I was going to church. Let me tell you, people in Benin worship! There was dancing and singing and amening...well whatever amen is in French and Fon and I want you to know that a joyful noise was raised to the Lord. I'm also here to tell you that real men where pink...I know this because the dynamic "minister of music" was dressed fully in pink! I wish I could have gotten a picture of him..he was really good but pink obviously is not a cultural taboo for men here as it is in the states. After about 40 minutes of singing, they brought a young woman up and told the story of "how a motorcycle can defeat a car", the gist of which was that this person had been struck by a car, had actually gone completely underneath the car and neither she nor her motorcycle was hurt or damaged in anyway. After the request number of announcements, the pastor got up to speak. He would speak in French, a translator would repeat his words in Fon, and then another translator would repeat in English. He started out welcoming us from the Mercy Ships (there was about 20 of us) and then he told us that the Lord we worship is also in Benin. Well that was obvious to me from the way He was being worshiped here! He then started his sermon. He told us all that he did not doubt that we had faith, but what was our faith in? Was it in the things that we can see? Or, was it in the unseen things of God. It was a good sermon, although I must admit that some of it was lost on me as we where sitting near the children's section and suffice it to say that children are the same all over the world....I'll let you figure out what they where doing.

The second experience I want to share happened on the ward today. I saw 2 women get their lives back and yes, I wept, but I wasn't the only one. The women had both had VVF (vesico vaginal fistula repair) surgery. Just to back up a little, because of the lack of physicians and funds, when women have difficult labors here, they may be in labor for literally days. Often when this happens, the children are stillborn. During this time, because of the pressure put on the vagina, the tissue dies and a hole or holes (fistula) develop between the bladder and sometimes the rectal wall. This causes these women to be incontinent of urine and/or feces. They are often thrown out by their husbands and become outcasts in their villages. They may live like this for years. (We watched a documentary called A Walk to Beautiful which I highly recommend. The film followed a few women with this problem.) Today was the dressing ceremony for the first 2 women this outreach who had repairs. During the ceremony, as a symbol of their new lives, they are given a dress and there is much rejoicing. I remember last week as I first went into the ward they were in, the smell was strong. I could not imagine living like that for the years that some of these women have. But today was a happy one! The praise team led by Clementine, sang and talked with them about the love of Jesus. As many of the crew as could came to participate. The most poignant moment for me came late in the ceremony. The women each came up to sing 'her' song. The first lady was a petite individual dressed in a brand new beautiful yellow dress. She was shy at first, but as she began to sing, she became more confident. She began to go around to each person and would sing the same phrase (which I couldn't understand) and then point towards heaven. One of the translators told us that she was saying that she could not thank each person enough, that God would have to thank them for her. When she got to Clementine, she grasped her hand and tried to fall to the floor on her knees, but Clementine rushed in and pulled her up before she got there and gave her a long, wonderful hug. Well, I thought I was the only one crying until I looked around and saw nurses, translators, and yes, even one of the surgeons weeping. It was one of the most special moments of my nursing career and I will remember it always.

I'll post pictures of the ceremony when they are put out. My love to all...

First week on the wards

I have now completed 4 days on the wards. It has proven to be very different and very similiar...I mean nursing is nursing all around the world....but stepping over people asleep on the floor, hearing a cacophony of different languages, reusing anything that can be reused...that's different. Sometimes it is wonderful different, sometimes not to wonderful.

The first two days I had adults and a large 11 year old and simple surgeries. I discharged 3 on my second day and it was great to see how happy they were to be "fixed" and leaving. So going into my 3ird day, I felt comfortable and completely at ease until....my assignment was a 5 yr old, a fresh postop 4 year old, another preop 4 year old, and (horrors) a 5 month old. Now for those who don't know, I have NEVER done pediatric nursing and they quite scare me. I even took my paper to the charge nurse just on the off chance that a horrible mistake had been made...which it wasn't. Well OK then, deep breath, I can do ALL things through God who strengthens me, so I did. I discovered that nursing children is like nursing adults except that you are MUCH more careful about their meds and their smiles come quicker and are, I must admit, sweeter and more infectious. The mothers stay with the children and actually do much of the care for them. I just give them meds and play with them. My preop child was delited each time someone got water from the fountain and would scream with laughter. She was here to have her leg staightened and that would be her last night of bearing weight for 3 monthes. The mother was warned that she would have to carry her .

Gotta to go to church, I will post more later...

Video of screening day

Here is the official video of screening day....tell me what it says: ) The computors here don't have speakers: )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=prJxp346a6U

First day of surgeries

Today was my first official day on the ward. Surgeries started this morning and I believe that all 6 OR rooms (or theatres as the Brits call them) were busy most of the day. We nurses and translate rs gathered in the ward and prayed for the day. I had 3 fairly simple patients, bilateral hernia repairs on a young boy and a very old man and, on a young woman,a huge shoulder Lima removal. My patients did well and were very happy and relieved at the end of the day. It was the first surgery for all three. My nurse partner sent a baby to the OR for club foot repair...thank goodness for pediatric nurses...not my comfort zone.

We had a very sad event yesterday. A young woman (I think that she was 17) who had been operated on for cleft pallet on the Anastasis as a baby was here to visit with some of the medical team that had cared for her as a child. She had longstanding cardiac problems possible congenital in origin. She collapsed at her hotel yesterday and was brought to the ship. Don Stephens made an announcement asking everyone to pray. Despite everything being done for her that the medical staff knew to do, she passed away in the night. I cannot imagine how this must be affecting those that knew her and those that worked so hard in ICU to save her life. I understand that she was a special person. But I also believe that she is now in heaven and if those on Mercy Ships had any part in God's work in that matter...then there should be great joy for her in addition to each one's personal sorrow.

I am adjusting to the rhythm of life on the ship and even slept for a full 8 hours last night..whooohooo. I have become quite addicted to frappacinos after supper and fresh pineapple for dessert. The food overall has been good. We had baked spaghetti for lunch. I understand that many of the African staff do not find the food so palatable and will cook their own meals in the crews galley.

I tried to post earlier about screening day but it did not go through so I will try again later. Hope that all are doing well. Here is another picture supplied by the ship of screening day. I understand that there is a video on you tube with this years film. We can't look at it on the ship as it will hog the bandwidth. Let me know what you think: )

Reflections from screening day

I have some time before my next job, the Internet cafe is quite, so thought I would post reflections from screening day. I am not a very good writer so will do bullets, mostly chronological.

Up at 4AM by accident, but had awesome devotional as result.

• We left at 7AM in a long line of land rovers for the stadium which was about 15 minutes from the ship.

Arrived before daylight to an empty stadium which was set up within about 45 minutes with everything we needed to do the screening. Awesome organization.

• Met my interpreter for the day...Roland who was very conscientious and was great to work with through out the long day.




• Patients stood in line outside, some having been there all night. They where pre-screened with those that we might be able to help ushered into the stadium while those with problems we could not help offered prayer in a separate area. Those who we might be able to help where sent inside to go to registration, they then sat in chairs and waited to have their health history taken (that was the job I did each day). After history, they were taken to see the doctors (another long wait), then if they had a condition we could help, they were sent to physical, pharmacy (we gave each patient vitamins and other medications to help build them up before surgery), blood work, and finally surgical scheduling where they got their all important appointment card. If at any point it was decided that the patient would not have surgery, they were offered prayer. At each station, they might have to wait for hours or in some cases had to come back the next day and pick up where they had left off on Thursday.




• The first patient I had was a woman with a large growth on the side of her face. She wore a scarf attempting for hide it from view. She had waited in line all night in the hopes that she could be helped.




• Throughout the day I had many children with cleft lips and pallets as well as club feet and what appeared to be problems from rickets (bandy legs as the Brit's called it). Many women and some fairly young children with huge goiters. Some would meet my eyes, others would not. The women with VVF (which renders them incontinent) where screened in another area. Those with cataracts where also sent to the clinics set up around the city for screening.




• As I reflected back, I was impressed with how patient the Benin people where as they waited in line after line through this process.




• One elderly gentleman was carried to the screening on the back of his son, I do not know what distance he had come from. Don Stephens spoke to him personally after they pulled him out of the line and brought him in right away.




• A long, long, hot day, but so rewarding. Thursday was somewhat slower for the history people as they quit screening new patients about noon. I believe that everyone where seen who came, which is a comfort.

The patient that affected me the most was a young gentleman who used crutches as he followed me to my table. It was late in the day and he was one of many until he showed me his leg. As he pulled up his pants leg, I was expected a misshapen leg or perhaps a tumor....I was not expecting the several inches of steel sticking out of his thigh. Perhaps it was the surprise, but I lost all of my professional nursing composure. My eyes flew open and (thinking "this man needs a hospital" I blurted out, did you show them in the screening line. I thought briefly that it might have just happened until I took a closer look. I then realized that at some point, this man must have had an accident during which he had a steel rod placed in his leg which for some reason was now poking out of his skin. He quickly covered his leg back up, I continued with the history taking and he was sent off to the next station. What affected me so much was the hopeless stoic look of his face. I can cry still when I think of it. I am not sure as yet if we will be able to help him. It will require more than one surgery to fix. I hope and pray that we can and it would be great if he came for surgery while I was here and I was able to see an expression other than sad and stoic on his face.

They just put up the official pictures of screening day and there was this brave stoic man. I pray that he will be able to get surgery.

Screening day

Just wanted to post this little blurb about screening day. I'll send more later. It was a wonderful, but emotional day and I am sooo happy that I was here to participate. We were not allowed to take photos during the day out of respect for our patients.

An estimated 1300 patients (not including family members) stood for hours outside the Hall des Artes stadium in Cotonou Benin on yesterday in the hope of receiving care onboard the Mercy Ship. More than 600 eye patients were referred on to field eye clinic sites at other locations. Many had arrived the day before to begin queueing for the special surgeries advertised: maxillo-facial, plastics, orthopaedics, reconstructive, cleft lip/palate surgeries. Screening continues today.
More details from Programs here

Screening Day

It is 4AM here and I am up and showered, so thought I would post quickly while the computors are available. We are leaving at 6 this morning and traveling to a nearby stadium. People began lining up yesterday for the screening. Please pray for those who come with hope for healing. They will be prescreened before the come into the stadium. Those that Mercy may be able to help are then sent in, registration, then history (that's me), then on to the different specialty areas, lab work, appointment cards, and then they are done. I think they screen for Malaria, so that it can be treated before the surgery.

I am posting a picture of the fishing village which is near the ship. If you look at the Google Earth picture, it is located where there appear to be logs in the water.

Another picture

It takes awhile to upload a photo. Here is one of all the nurses I will be working with on the wards. They are from all over the world....what an awesome experience.

Wed. in Cotonou

It is Wed. morning, I'm sitting in the Internet cafe drinking my coffee (not a latte as Starbucks is not open yet) and trying again to post pictures. I have had some trouble with sea sickness which really surprised me as we are docked. However, the ship does quite a bit of swaying to and fro and when I am on the 3ird level which is where the hospital and my room is, you really feel it. So far today, no queasiness, but I know to run up to deck 7 should I start today. Yesterday couldn't make it out of my cabin until I had tossed my cookies.

We have had a few busy days. Those that have been here before set up the hospital and us newbies continue to attend meetings and orient. It is wonderful to be in such an openly Christian environment and I love praying with those with whom I will be working closely. Tomorrow will be very busy as it is the first screening day. We will leave the ship and 6AM and I notice that they don't say when we'll be coming back. Please pray for those that will be coming. They may have come from long distances and waited for many hours.

Yesterday they hired the Translators that we will be using during the outreach. I am looking forward to meeting them and hopefully learning a little French which is the universal language of Benin.

The picture is of the hospital ward where I will be working. I'll try and send more pics later, it takes awhile for them to upload and I am still trying to get my laptop registered so that I can send emails and posts from my room.

More to come later, must rush now as we are taking an official picture of all the ward nurses today.

Please pray for the screening day tomorrow.

First Sunday in Benin

We were able to get off the ship today as our paperwork was completed last night. We are encouraged to attend local churches while we are here and a group of us set off to to find a local church that was rumored to have services in English. After wondering this way and that, we gave up and attended the catholic church which was beautiful....but all in French. On the way back to the ship, myself and few other adventurous souls ended up on the beach which proved to be a great side trip as we met and played with some of the local children.

I'm have arrived!!

Hello all,

I have arrived. Myself and 17 other new crew members got here last night about 9:00 PM which was only 30 minutes later than anticipated. It was snowing in Paris so the plane had to be de-iced. After customs, which took forever, we where taken to the ship. We had one interesting moment when we lost the lead car, a road we where trying to take was blocked, and our drivers did not know how to get to the ship, but then the lead car found us. For those of you who have never been in an area with a lot of scooters, that means that we dodged and tried to avoid running down multiple vehicles. The scooter are actually used as taxis and have a name which of course I have forgotten. According to Tim (our driver who has just started a 2 year stint on the AFM) it was much better than when they had driven to the airport a few hours earlier.

Speaking of names, I am trying to be good with names, you know how they say to connect the name with something? Of course I am "my Bonnie lies over the ocean", then there is Ragnar...a young dentist. After the 4th time I asked for his name, he said remember rags. Well then I couldn't remember the last of his name.....it was late which I will use as an excuse but truly, I have a hard time with names...he reminded me that the first of his name was ra and the last was ar. Thereafter as we were introduced to people...being my helpful self...I would tell everyone how they could remember his name. Marlee became Sur la Mar (which means on the sea) and Lee which is a ships term, Annette became A Net, again a ship connection....and on and on.

We have the weekend off, then things start heating up Monday. I have orientation...multiple orientations...meetings, setting up the wards, etc. Next Thursday and Friday are the screening days. I am of the understanding that at that time all of the surgeries for the entire outreach will be decided. Please pray for all that come. There will be some that cannot be helped.

Living on a ship will take some getting used to (as I'm sure my cousin Pam who served in the Navy can attest to). As I sit here, the ship is slowly rocking back and forth. Earlier today I wasn't sure if it was my imagination or not....but no..it definitely moves. We are only allowed 2 minute showers so you get wet, turn off the water and soap up, then turn on and rinse. I'll need to remember starboard, lee, aft, etc...I would explain the terms but have forgotten them myself already...seems I'm doing a lot of forgetting! I will have to learn to be much more orginized than is my nature as there is such little living space. Horror of horrors, the captain inspects each room at least once a week so they must be shipshape all the time. I can do all things through Christ: )

I had to be up before 9 this AM and must bless my roommates for awakening me otherwise I would have missed breakfast and lunch. Breakfast is served until 9 on Saturday and lunch materials are placed out at that time. I went to bed at 1AM last night after being awake for 36 hours (following a short sleep night). And then of course, couldn't fall asleep. Ended up taking Benadryl. Thanks goodness, the bunks are very comfortable and once I fell asleep had no problem remaining that way. In fact, I wonder if my roommates hadn't been trying to wake me up for awhile before I finally got up as I dreamed that I needed to get up and go to breakfast before I became conscience. There is room for 6 in my room which is just down the deck from the hospital wards....are we talking shortest commute ever!! There are already 3 crew plus myself. Tomorrow Linda from the UK arrives and she will be sleeping over me in the top bunk. I'll try and post pictures later. I have to register my laptop with IS before I can use it on the ship so am not sure at this time how to get pictures off my camera and on the web....more learning.

God is good all the time.....

One more day....

One more day and then I'll be on my way to Benin. I've bought the requisite new underwear (for when one is going to be sharing one's room with up to 6 people), been taking my malaria medicine for the requisite 2 weeks before travel, and I've taken Perspectives which was for me a necessary precursor to serving. I've completed my NP degree and passed the certification exam....I'm just waiting to go....but not long now. The ship docked yesterday in Cotonou, Benin. I'm going to try and post a Google Earth picture (something else this trip has taught me) of where the Africa Mercy will be docked. More later...........

Benin and Outreach Information

I found this information while reading "Rachel's Report" which is a blog written by another nurse who is currently on the Africa Mercy. I thought you might enjoy reading. Just a few more days and I'll be able to tell her thanks for all the information in person.

So we are about a day away from Benin, so I wanted to give you all a briefing on life in Benin.
1. Benin is ranked 163 out of 177 in the Nations Human Development Index. , so it one of the poorest nations on earth. The life expectancy is 55 years with a 35% literacy rate and a 8.9% infant mortality rate. There is a huge lack of medical care for the poor of the country. There is some infrastructure for health care in you have the money, but none for the poor.
2. Benin is consider one of the most stable governments in Africa, having no governmental over throws or coups in the last 40 years, and having a peaceful transition to democracy about 19 years ago.
3. Most of the goods coming into Nigeria, Togo and Ghana come through the port that we will be docked at. Major port city is Cotonou(that is where we will be docked) The actual Capitol is Porto Novo. But it is more of a political capitol than the business center of the country.
4. The biggest religion in the country is Voodoo. Benin is considered the birthplace of Voodoo, and the palace of the high priests of Voodoo is located in the city of Ouida, a western city in Benin. The other two predominant religions in Benin are Islam and Christianity.
5. Weather in Benin is similar to that in Liberia, except more hot and humid. Temps are high 80's to low 90's with humidity about 95%. There are 2 dry seasons January to April and August. and 2 rainy seasons May to July and September to December. In the wet months they receive 7 to 15 inches of rain.
6. The official language in Benin is French, but most people speak one of 54 tribal languages. The one spoken in the area that we will be docked in is Fon. In the Fon language we are called YoVo(Whitey) Which is literally translated "foreigner". The kids in Benin sing a little song that makes fun of the only 4 words they believe that the YoVo know. Bonjoiur, Bon Soir, Ca Va bien, merci.
7. The ship has set a number of goals for this outreach
1. To use the hospital and all 6 operating theaters to capacity
2. Provide eye screening and care for 20,000 people
3. Provide reconstructive surgery for approximately 2,000 people
4. Train 4 surgeon to be able to preform these surgeries once we leave
5. Provide 140 VVF surgeries
6. Provide orthopedic surgeries for 240 patients
7. Dental care for 11,500 people (19,000 procedures)
8. Teach 20 dentists to do procedures
9. Provide palliative care for 25 people and train family's of these patients to provide
10. Train 8 biomedical technicians

I feel so blessed to be able to be even a small part of this ministry. Thanks to all my friends and family. You all have made me feel very loved and supported!

Bonnie

OR Motto

Found this while going through orientation materials for the ship and thought it was very appropriate for any missions (and also wanted to try cutting and pasting) :

Blessed are the flexible...for they shall not easily break.
Blessed are the flexible...for they shall not be upset by change.
Blessed are the flexible...for they shall not be anxious.
Blessed are the flexible...for they shall always be prepared.
Blessed are the flexible...for they shall always have "Plan B or C or D".
Blessed are the flexible...for they shall live in unity.
Blessed are the flexible...for they shall stretch (it's inevitable).
Blessed are the flexible...for they shall not be sore when stretched.
Blessed are the flexible...for they shall laugh when plans change.
Blessed are the flexible...for they shall weather the storms.
Blessed are the flexible...for they shall welcome the interruptions.
Blessed are the flexible...for they easily lay aside their plans.
Blessed are the flexible...for they shall go that "extra mile".
Blessed are the flexible...for they shall flourish on the mission field.
--O Lord, Help me be flexible!
- Michelle Becker



Good words for any of us to remember. What suprises me about myself is that, like the high maintenance person who thinks that they are low maintenance...I'm afraid that, while thinking that I am very flexible, I struggle when things are changed suddenly. Well, just one more character trait to surrender to God!

What do you think?

I've been playing with fonts, colors, gadgets, pictures, etc.....what do you think? I'm not so crazy about it, but figure at the very least, the colors should keep you awake while you hopefully read my post. I'm sure that they will all be short as I am the master of brevity. I am almost ready to go, just need to pack and take care of a few more things at home. Maybe I'll take my certification exam before I go, maybe not. Only the AANP (whom I will not curse at in this post) knows for sure. It is what it is and God is good ALL the time.

Still learning...

Ok, today I do not have to work work, but am studying for my np exam which I hope to take before leaving for Africa.

My learning objective is....can I post a picture. We shall see. (Of course I am doing this instead of studying for previously mentioned np exam.)

Well, by golly, I can post a picture. It allows you to post above, to the right, and to the left, large, medium, and small. I guess I'll practice that in the coming days.

This is obviously my graduation picture. Do I look just a little happy? I will look even more happy after: 1) taking np exam 2)passing said exam 3)acquiring a position in keeping with said degree and exam 4)hopefully having all that done before leaving for Africa Feb. 12th.

Alrighty, here goes nothing, I am posting....

Learning, learning

I expect to learn much while in Africa, and, as an extra gift...I'm learning to blog. Let's see how it goes.